… in the mean time, we can hang out at the link above.
i met a girl on the train today.
when i looked into her eyes, i could see the same fear of the bees that i see in myself.
or perhaps she just didn’t like me standing so close to her. i can never tell.
The scientists call it apiphobia.
The way I see it they should spend less time thinking up long words and more time running away.

i miss her.
i miss her.
i miss her.
sometimes i think that being alone is scarier than the bees.
then i think about the bees.
then i realise that i’m talking rubbish.
the bees are damn scary.

sometimes i get tired of running.
these are the times i hide.
(being in trees is ok. just not up them).
when i was little i loved surprises.
there was the surprise picnic.
with the surprise bees.
i don’t like surprises anymore.
i used to think that they were scared of the water.
then i realised that just because i’m scared of something doesn’t mean they are too.

i loved this girl once.
the bees saw to that though.
actually, she broke up with me.
it just sounds more dramatic when i blame the bees.

my therapist told me to look at this every time i think of the “b** word”
i think it works.
shitisthatabeeinthebottommrighthandcornerohmygoditisabee.









